Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I'm Moving On

The strangest thing happened.

I saw my ex husband, and for the first time, I felt absolutely nothing.
No pain, no sadness, no hate, no love, no friendship-- absolutely nothing.

Divorce is a funny thing, as it changes your perspective on everything.
Everything you thought you would feel and do changes.
You change.

It has been three months since my divorce.
Going into the divorce, I thought I would still be absolutely devastated.
The funny thing is- I'm not.

I'm joyful.
I'm hopeful.
I'm content.

Never in my life have I considered myself a strong person, but now I can see that I am.
By the grace of God, I am strong.
I went through hell, I suffered loss, and I pressed on.
I'm not looking back, but I'm looking forward.

I've let go of my past and I'm moving on.