Wednesday, September 1, 2010

My Place In This World

I feel so lost right now.
My heart and mind are being pulled in several different directions.
I can barely catch my breath.

Should I stay where I am? Should I move? Should I go back to school in the spring?
Where do I belong?

Truth be told, I absolutely despise where I am in life.
I hate feeling like a stranger in my own life.
I no longer know who I am or what I want.
It's absolutely frustrating.

I wish I knew where to go from here.
I'm praying, but I seem to get no answer.
Although I'm surrounded with all of the love and support in the world, I feel so alone.

 God, I need your help.
Please direct me in the path you want for my life.
Close any doors you don't wish for me enter.
Show me the door you wish me to go through.
I desperately need your direction.
I need for you to show me where to go.
I need to feel like I belong.
Please help me to see myself through your eyes.
Help me to know who I am.


"Show me your ways, O LORD; teach me your paths.
Lead me in your truth, and teach me: for you are the God of my salvation;
on you do I wait all the day." Psalm 25: 4-5

2 comments:

  1. you're not the only one who feels that way. Kristi and I both know exactly what you mean by this. keep your head up:)
    -kari lee

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  2. ...catching up on the last few posts. I'm so sorry friend! I am praying for you. =)

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